Monday, September 06, 2004 9:43 PM
You Can Look At Me But Dun Judge Me!
You Can Look At Me But Dun Judge Me!
I'm writing tis post amidst feelings of anger and frustration. Life being the person I am is difficult. I'm not able to enjoy my leisure time in peace as there are always gatecrashers around. What do I mean? I'll elaborate...
I am a person who most people call a cross dresser. Yes, I prefer the man's style of fashion. That explains my hairstyle as well. However, in society this kind of things are not easily accepted. Why u may ask? Bcoz such people are deemed as WEIRD. I'm connected to girls known as BU***ES and other pathetic terms as well. The saying 'Never Judge A Book By Its Cover' seems to be meaningless and empty. My presence within the public seems to humour a lot of people, especially guys. They seem to find me FUNNY thus the ridicules posed are endless. Guys would walk past and call out BU***... like no one else's business. What was I doin at that point of time.... Hmm let me think.... I think i was simply MINDING MY OWN BUSINESS!!! I'm like talkin to my friends or even enjoying my frappucino when THAT happened! Stares and laughter, finger pointing, whispers, gossiping through hp(tis happened recently....they were guys mind u!) and other absurd actions are what usually happens when I'm out there juz tryin to have a good time.
I can take the pressure but when my limits are due.... I'll flip! Am i one dumb shit of an ass to deserve such reactions? What did I ever do to others? I am a firm believer to the saying 'Never do to others what you don't want others to do to you'... so why does such things happen? I'm a person who minds my own business, vocal when I'm suppose to and also extremely patient. I don't wish harm unto others but why do they have towards me? Especially when they have no absolute clue who I really am.
Narrow-mindedness have got to stop. Having foolish and stupid ideas bout me have got to stop. Such actions affect my friendships. Now I have no one left but 1 true being.... Thank u SURIA for being that 1..... that 1 true friend.... :X
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