I've been thinking a lot lately. About US... Many questions fill my head and I'm becoming confuse...
When do you know that it is really over? When is the right time to let go? Are we taking THAT GUY issue a little bit too serious? And if so.. y? Currently, I feel that the relationship is hanging by a thread. I feel there is a need to confirm the outcome. I just feel that the situation is... Hmm... Trying to find the right word... 'tergantung'?
I have to say that in the 4 yrs plus that we've been together, this has been the TOUGHEST obstacle so far. Yet another question, is this another test or is it a sign for something else? Nothing can be said for sure but amidst all this confusion there has been only one constant... my feelings for you. No matter how shitty or confusing things have been, that will never change. Relationships are real difficult... Who said that couples can only survive on love is uttering rubbish. Much more has to be put into it to make it work.
Life after a relationship is a blur for me. I'm not sure what steps to take but I am confident that I'll survive. When the time comes, I hope and pray that things will get better.... :X