Thatz what I've been doing a lot of lately. At times i haven't got a clue why, while others, it's usually due to school and other personal aspects of my life. I'm always arguing with myself in my head. Contradictory comments... And at the end of that 'mind war' I'll just end up sighing.. An act of admitting defeat I suppose. It's pointless and endless really... these 'mind wars'. I don't know why it happens in the 1st place... HeHe... But they may be useful at times. That's how I usually push myself through difficult times. But the whole process of arguing with yourself to achieve perfectionism is tiresome.
Hmm.. reading back what I've typed above.. High possibility people reading this would find it a whole load of rubbish.. HeHe.. But I guess only I understand best on what's going through this head of mine. I've just sighed again... I sound really depressing don't I... Hmm.. Well that sigh was a result of having 6 freakin topics left to study for tomorow's MC paper... Yay.. HuRRah... I feel like gettin 'MC' for tomorow... Pun intended.. Laugh people.. it's a joke.... Get it.. MC paper and getting an MC... Sigh.... Rubbish :X