Friday, December 22, 2006 11:34 PM
Worry gives a small thing a big shadow.
Worry gives a small thing a big shadow
I have a confession to make. I'm a BIG worrier! I worry too much, and this I feel is a major weakness of mine. Being a worrier irritates the hell out of me. I'm a procrastinator. An example, my mum told me that a friend of hers needs a temp worker doing mostly admin jobs. I know this friend of hers, in fact I idolize her. Long story short, I envy her achievements.
Anyways, the job's only 2 mnths and the pay isn't that bad. In fact, it'll really look good on my resume. The pros really outweigh the cons in taking this job but I'm scared. I'm a freshgraduate and I'm really raw at doing actual work.. 'Work' as in an actual job... So i'm quite .. no in fact I'm very insecure about the knowledge, skills and abilities that I can impart on the job. I'm really scared of doing things wrongly; making mistakes but being much aware that that's the way people learn... through mistakes. I procrastinate and procratinate some more and I'm getting tired of it. I've already decided though that I'll take up the job despite my mind and heart are still in conflict. I just feel that I HAVE to make this step coz if i don't I won't learn and there the same opportunity may not come knocking twice.
I hope this job goes well and no doubt it'll be a good working experience... =X
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